i used to think of myself as a very patient person, but lately (as in over the past year or so) i've been getting fed up easier and have felt more like i'm tolerating certain people instead of enjoying them. it's not anyone specific, and it's never my closest friends, but what happened to slowing down and listening to people and appreciating what they have to say, even if it's not incredibly interesting, or they're taking too long to say it, or i've heard it before? what happened to walking slowly even though we could be walking faster, because it's more important to be with somebody than it is to get somewhere 10 minutes earlier and alone? i have discovered that i have this newfound drive for efficiency, and i don't like it.
i don't know what i'll end up doing with my life, but i do know that i'll need a job where there is air conditioning in the summer. i have been melting this week. ew.
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