raaaauggghhh today is one of those days i really really wish school wasn't over, and that i was home for the summer. i don't want to make new friends. i have friends already, and i just want those.

i'm trying to remember if i felt like this during my first couple of months at harvard, wishing i was just home with nikki and jocelyn and allie and bry. i've forgotten how tiring it is to reach out when there's no one near by to fall back on.

it's like my subconscious knows it's almost september - almost time to pick classes, almost time to decorate my new room, almost time to welcome all the new little freshmen that have no idea what's coming but are really excited and ask questions like "can i bring my blender?" it's the time of summer where i get restless to see my roommates again. i'm excited to go to new york in less than a week(!), but it's going to hurt a little, staying for only 3 days.

the kids here don't seem too excited about the singles branch. it seems like they appreciate indianapolis as a place to live, but there's not any of the enthusiasm of the boston wards. i thought for awhile that i might like staying out here permanently at the end of my first year, but at this moment i can't wait to move to orange county and work close to home.